Not again...

There's always next month. :-(

In good news, DH has gotten some promising job leads! Maybe soon I will be able to reduce to part time. Once my stress level goes down, I think I'll get pregnant faster. Here's hoping anyway...

Just a little pink...

My period has always come on in a rush before. It was due anytime over the last 3 days. Yesterday I noticed a little pink, just a tiny smudge. Same thing this morning. All day I've been expecting my period to start, but the most I've gotten is a little pink. What does that mean? Any ideas?

A picture says a thousand words...

...about how I'm feeling right now.

I should have a baby by now...

We've reached that point where people who got pregnant after we started trying already have their babies. It hurts, remembering how hopeful I was when I learned they were pregnant that soon I would be too, to see them holding their little ones now. If I'd gotten pregnant off that first time trying, I'd have a baby by now. My pregnancy, labor and delivery... All of it would be over and I'd be holding my baby. Instead I'm exactly where I was 9 months ago- hoping this month will be different.

I hate the 2ww.

My mind fabricates symptoms when I know it's too early for there to be any. It's frustrating! Not only am I crampy and nauseated but it's too early for it to mean anything! I just want to be pregnant... :-(