I should have a baby by now...

We've reached that point where people who got pregnant after we started trying already have their babies. It hurts, remembering how hopeful I was when I learned they were pregnant that soon I would be too, to see them holding their little ones now. If I'd gotten pregnant off that first time trying, I'd have a baby by now. My pregnancy, labor and delivery... All of it would be over and I'd be holding my baby. Instead I'm exactly where I was 9 months ago- hoping this month will be different.